and there were times when he wanted to be angry to yell listen up and shut up, but nothing was inspiring enough. a lethargy of energy and an emptiness inside kept him from shouting anything or saying nothing. Let's small talk and coddle, let's remark on the, and prattle about the, and not listen to each other as we pass the time away. the best way to suffer is not in silence but by sharing the unnecessary. let's face it our attention spans were too short for each other don't you think? I mean what's the maximum amount of time that you can listen to me carry on about my miserable years serving food and driving people to movie stars' homes? If you can hang in there with me, if you can come with me, if you can talk back to me then I give you more credit than I'm worth.

Hey listen let's get into this car and kept driving until we run out of things to talk about, I'll drop you off at the corner. Better yet let's fill this balloon with the hot air of our heads and float away. because it's so easy to look pretty and smile you just have to be hard on yourself all the time. That's it, just be hard on yourself all the time